I'm sitting outside watching Aryiana and Aiden play. The joythey get from the simplest things is beautiful. I wish I could go back for one dayof childhood bliss. No worrying about what can't be paid or how dinner is going to happen, just unobstrcuted true happiness. I know its achievable for some people as an adult but I can honestly say those adults probably don't live this life. Aside from the gigantic pile of bills that greetsme everyday my truck has decide its about time something went wrong again. Now a little something about my truck, its never anything little. In 9 months the transmission blew, the radiator cracked, the entire brake system went and now the steering is festering on the edge along with the rear brakes and ABS again. Top it off with a beautiful crack half the length of the windshield and you have my explorer. Lovely isn't it? I can't even say at leastshe gets me safely from A to B because frankly its by miracle alone that she keeps recovering from the insane shaking that's impossible to control after we go over the tiniest bump in the road. So if I happen to find the devil in the form of a lottery machine I might just sell my soul foe a big win....

I wish life came equipped with a rewind button...