Pt. 2

Okay I'm back! Sorry for that guys, I didn't realize it was time for the kids to get to daycare! Right now I have them in a wonderful daycare where the woman who owns it has known my family for a very long time and has graciously taken the munchkins in free of charge until I am in a better position. I really don't know what I would do without her help but that's a story for another day! Soooo.... let me look back real quick to see where I left off...alright so I left off with the whole bills surpassing my income.... pretty depressing huh? I can imagine that there are a lot of you in the same position or even worse. I try really hard every day not to get discouraged but honestly, I don't do a great job at it. =/ I've been trying to make these "super duty" life changes and I succeed for about 15 minutes. The whole don't feel angry if you don't want to feel angry thing just does not work for me. My emotions kick my ass & call the shots. I'll grab a hold of them sooner or later. Everyone in my family turned out to be pretty damn successful and for the most part they're all pretty well off. I find myself dwelling on that more and more lately and I need to stop. I'm driving myself crazy with all these ideas to make money and become successful. Some of them are so far fetched I've had to literally shake myself out of it! Ugh .... another interruption.... I guess that's enough of an intro its pretty damn boring as it is. I'll be back with the good stuff so stay tuned =] and to all the other moms out there that can relate - keep your heads up & keep on truckin =] xoxo